color_me_awake (color_me_awake) wrote in nightterrors,

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Oh Nightterrors...

I get nightmares and nightterrors almost every  night.
Some I'll kill my friends and family in the worst possible ways, multiple times.
Others I'll get raped and people will drown my friends and stuff.
One time when I was about 7 or 8 I had a night terror about babies...sitting in a white room with leaves in front of them. A lady's voice [it was always in my dreams very slow, monotone-like] said, "Ready...Go." and the babies went APE SHIT and started jumping and playing in the was the worst dream I've ever had. I don't know why.
Now, none of my walls are white in my room, and I can't stay in a white-walled room for too long before I get anxious. Weird, I know.
I never thought of them as being "night terrors" until I stumbled upon this community =). 
Anyone else have dreams of killing people? I don't think it'd normal but maybe I'm wrong.
I do have anger issues so, maybe that's an additive to my subconscious mind screaming out when I'm unconscious lol. hmmm.

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